light of truth

lie !!!!

why are you so strange?
why your strangeness
gives you so much strength
wearing black yashmack
black as the darkest night
when you know the battle is lost
why do you fight?
so you really think
that you can hide
there are laws of nature
that will make you abide
you decieve the womb
that nurtures you
ashamed are the ones
who embraced you
millions of you can't
carve an iron identity
you cant shake
the foundations of reality
those who befriends you
get deserted by all
wherever you go
your siblings follow
and when the true light
comes face to face
whether it's month's ,day's
or hour's chase
you and your likes
can't decieve this light
from the day you are born
till the day you die
you lose your run
no matter you yell or cry
you disgusting , dejected and dreadful
lie!!!!!!!!!!

bonjoure!!!!!!!

one poem i jus could not complete :(

Listen to this heart

as it sinks tonight

i felt it crying for you

i felt it vying for you

these eyes have never seen you go

when the dreams are

on the look out for you

you never cared to

even look back at me

for i have never been

your priority....

i am an ocean of love

but you cant drink me

i am your glimpse in the mirror

but you cant hold me

i am the heart thats pumping life

in your eternity

how can you even forget me?

you can run you can hide

but you can never escape me

i am waiting on the road

you left me

to tread to your ultimate destiny

but all your roads

would come back to me

you would find me waiting

for the twilight

when the sun of your life

would set on me

for you i would face

every drudgery

for your heart would know

i am calling you

you would see my face

in every stranger you meet

you would feel my body

in cold or heat

i am your today

i will be your tomorrow

i would be the warmth to ease you

from the chills of grief and sorrow

every dusk would remind you

of the evading night

you cant alone fight

like the melting candle of your room

i would burn to get you out

of dark dungeons of life

will hold your hand

to prevent you fall

that would be my last call.....

come back till i am caged in this body

come back till this rage is in custody

and i know you would

come back to me

that same road would be empty

and would find me

beneath your feet

turning to ashes

still lovin you ..never leavin you

irrespective of you

if i am not there besides you

you would be day without night

you would be strength without might

you would be fire without light

i complete you and you complete me

and without you

this poem wd be as incomplete

as me....................

innocence undefined 

Return To Cradle

A biwitching smile tells it all
the innocence gripped with charisma
cherish the pellets of life
in its own mediocre comprehension

an estranged reality burdened
by multifarious colours
and the seeds of novelty
on the bed of conventions

there lies those glittering eyes
searching for some meaning
out of these meaningless contours
but a placid faith that arrests fear
and returns laughter for every tear

rid of the craps of his world
lies the innocence in the cradle
beneath ignorance lies the greatest knowledge
and that deadly magnetism
with its alluring hold
grips the known and unknown alike
towards the radiating divine love

and the infectious pleasures
drawing from the observers
those tiny fingers gripping
what they can hold
and not what they can save
despite post natal handicaps
the smile never deserts that charming face
for a faith on entity
that has bubbled this creation
from the fluids of awareness

this world of corpse without dead bodies
this garden without flowers
these temples without idols

and yet those eyes bear hope
and bosom immesurable love
in melodious drummings of heart
that sings the praises of the almighty
a gratitude in solitude
for it knows its not alone
and so laughs on its own

take off those crowns of inflated egos

and throw the ashes

of burned kingdoms of sadness

and oceans of tears

on the beds of guilt and fear

and obsessions of sex and aggression

return to the cradle of innocence

return to where u belong

and not where u have reached

in meaning and essence..........

with love...................meetu

the masked man

dreaming about you
i am walkin in the rain now
flashing street lights
and blinding skyscrapers
piercing gazes and hazy chases

the purple sky
flashes glory
of the love
it witnessed over centuries
wet under its tears
i felt the pain of loving

the woods called me
to embrace
the shivers of the wind
and the musings of the wild
replies the departin stream
i care no consequence
if you want to learn
learn the patience i bosom
for my love for the ocean
come witness the reunion

the barren deserts
preached glazing truth
i do not rebel the change
of the mad winds
in return for the promise
of togetherness
through thick and thin

an isolated sky
and the land draped
in the whites of snow
the chill of breeze
and the deafening silence

and then...............

i saw you
you looked in my eyes
the sky was still
the dunes waited
stream paced down
that look in your eyes
and all my question ceases

i had you and you had me .....
that dance that night
with every fragrant delight
i would not like to lose that sight
that memory fills me with music
and the feet move to its rhythm
and the unconditioned smile
somebody hold my heart
beatin for you and you alone
waitin for you and you alone
for i could never see you
i have always felt you
i know we are meant to meet
but when is the catch
will wait for you
till my last breath.....
oh masked man...

find the masked man

life is upside down

..........ga ga over Ganga...........

the dancing sunbeams
are telling something
to your sparkling beauty
untarnished glories for centuries
you have been the mecca
for the wanderers of peace
like sulking clouds
unaware of the destination
they thought to reach.........
nothing could challenge
your territory and charisma
you stood the test of time
and hummed an ancient rhyme
while piercing this saintly land
pumping life in barren sand
glittering stars on your robe
and the touch of your chill
ran through me like a sensational thrill
enlivening every dead entity
in my petrified body
melting it like a wax
and bewitched at your abundance
from dawn to twilight radiance
under the purple sky
guarded by those giant greens
that alluring breeze
whispered an unchained melody
a fragrance unpossessed till date
i wanted to cage it all
i felt your love cascading my hair
running through my breath
and i knew i cant cage you
for you belonged to every bleeding heart
that has longed for a lonely laugh
i take this calm along with me
wherever i will go
i know you will follow
and so i sit on my knees
and to your love i bow............

ganga

untitled..........

lady ! stop thinkin from the heart
the more it explains
the more it complicates
a life of one time
one beginning and one ending
and one CHANCE.......

A flickering lamp
in a remote corner of my room
flashes of starlight
and a lonely window
i try to breathe
and i try to laugh
i try for things
that dont even require trials......

that night i kept drenching
in emotional rain
and stormy pain
the love i get
chains me and is loaded
with pity
too heavy for even gravity

i have become an open book
everyone reads it his own way
some try to flip pages
some go on reading
some even forget the title
while others try to edit

all i ask for is space
to breathe to feel free
and to escape
this drudgery
searching for that loneliness
that fills all voids

hey world!! i am ready
for your wraiths and questions
i alone can solve your puzzles
when i gather nothin
will have nothin to lose
would be answerable to none
i want to be alone
all so alone......

treading on the sawanna's
gazing at the alps....
snaking through nile..
trailing through sahara sands
delving depths of marina trench
drenchin under seattle clouds
clasping florida sea waves

and i touched the window pane
i was gazing through
returned to my couch
holdin cup of coffee
still feeling the pour drummin aloud
for i want some sleep now
listenin to enigma entangles ......
i lied on the laps of sleep....
with a prayer on my lips
at least.....
promise me that you will never leave!!!!!!

call of the ocean

the dying waves on the shore
touching my feet
with the warmth
so dynamic and so pure
approaching from far end
to bid farewell dawning close
to teach without words
a detached attachment
with other waves
departing one by one
saying good bye
with a promise to meet again.......

this lesson fell
like a tear from my eyes
and the wave splashed on my face
to feel no sorry for them
they are not gone for ever
at the beck and call of mother nature
to return ....
with even more love
in their bosom....

the ceiling of clouds
the bed of sands
the miracle of winds
so full of life and 'you'

i close my eyes
never to let go of 'you'
and never to see anythin
more divine than this
one mother and her eternal love
manifested variedly
to take care of us
to share our sorrows
to relish our joys
to endure our pain
and asking nothing in return
not even our concern...........
NOT AT ALL!!!!!!!

mad waves

felt the feeling

like the waves of ocean
you come and go
so dynamic so alive
so mesmerizing
the senses surrender to you
eyes dont see
what they could have
without you.......
you tread on the lanes of conscience
and veneer it round and round
the picture remains the same
but you change the frame.......

when one follows you
one knows you never stood by your word
you shake the foundations of virtues
and drill the walls of awareness
for no one knows where lies the catch
but one wonders
had you been constant....
would this world be more sane?

for it would rot and stink
for you add colours to the being
but one thing that doesnt give a dime
to your enormous designs
is the mighty TIME......
that would always betray you
on the truth of trinity

now i realise your clue
for i am the master
it was never you
you chained my awareness
and denied me access
to the transparency
that lit on its own

you relegate rationality
to the backgound
for i will cherish for long
the treasure i have found
for now i laugh through my heart
and i dont need you anymore
for i have learnt to adore
every present i am meant for....
with the time wheeling
i command you to surrender to me
oh FEELING!!!!!!!!!!!!!