ascension

swinging by my bedside
i stayed up all night
waiting for the dawn
for that first sight
swooshed aloud and screamed
in my own mind

i wish i could bare my soul
come out of this dingy hole
back into my light
like a free bird
in the vastness of sky
unbound and unceased
unchained and carefree
flying higher than my own being
now wondering if i understand a few things

let the storm pass
and spare no sight alas!
ripples rovered in revenge
on calmer surface entrenched
encroached on my patience
like a mirror
in million pieces
lying on the floor
behind closed door

destruction leads to rejuvenation
death leads to life
like a phoenix
from my own ashes
gathered my being
with darkness all around
it illumined like many suns
with all veils burnt
in its brilliance

like no gravity
hovered around like a feather
in rainbow adorned weather
in mysterious violin echoes
from eons back
everything around crystalled
in trasparent audacity
like everything communicating
something to you
those eternal messages from yore
our material ears couldnt adore
when you copmprehend
the incomprehensible
and the unimaginable
when all chains are broken
and all rules immaterial
when every word uttered
is a song to eternity
the whole universe
full of melody
a joy ruptures from within
and keep pouring out
as if it can fill
the whole cosmo
with an enormous expansion
spanning galaxies and beyond
you break free from
your tiny existence
and merge with the eternal
to become one with it
to become one beyond it
far from fragile limitations
like a gift
this immortality
is caged in the seeds
of eternal secrets
waiting to be revealed

too soon
TOO SOON!!!!!