Romance ? not my cup of tea!

his eyes intoxicated without booze
his gaze pierced like thousand needles
his charm could shy sparkle on crystals
his breath warm like the first rays of sun
after a freezing snow fed night
he sat spruced up and quiet
a glass of red wine desperate for his touch
he could communicate without words
the rhythm of loneliness dying on violin strings
night raged passion stroked desire
true there is no smoke without fire
all i could hear was my own breaths
in that silent musing night deep and dead
the chills of breeze spared no mercy
giving me goosebumps in agony
strange pangs gripping yet tender
mesmeric in his charm offensive
crazy winds cascading his hair hugged me tight
moon played hide and seek pranks
how i wished i could get my eyes off him
if there would be temptation personified
it would be him
my heart banged heavily the doors long closed
meandering from tip to toe
my gaze on his tuxedo
he was diving into my ocean
stealing pearls hidden deep
ruling sensation smeared infatuation
he came close ......too close
fire and ice fragrance
ripping me apart ,
his persona
breaking me to pieces .
night still young and yearning
even in open space
a dearth of oxygen
the walls of breeze between ,unbearable
and i fell off my chair besides the table

i wonder , why a happy ending is far from possible
i wish dreams could have been tangible..............

Sumptuous slumber

Sand dunes stalked piece of land
scorching sun severed sonata
sweet slumber sobered senses
youth enslaved to theory of relativity
time keeps slipping like sea sand
captured in a lavish photo frame
a smiling face rid of gloom
will always be alive and untouched

every tick takes me closer to my grave
am I scared of dying
or scared of death itself?
pain of parting says it all
with super strong senses
it will find me from darkest hide outs
i may fool myself
with false promises of living eternal
like a dove closing its eyes
on deadly approach of canine
thinking its not there.

oh death!You are inevitable
an unwelcome guest, a mighty foe
you keep everyone on their toe
the duality in you
hurts and heals the wounds
left open by you with ointment of time
some plan ahead of your visit
some even beyond you
none wants you still none escapes you
am i astonished at you?

no one understands you
nor the gifts in your bosom
a great pacifier a humble equalizer
your justice is unbiased and unchallenged
you break all illusions of the invincible
taking away all wear and tear of life
ceasing all chasing and cravings
rejuvenation is your weapon
you reside in transition
neither in end nor in beginning

you enslave time and keep it guessing
a mystery amidst misapprehension
novelty your desire , liberty your duty
an unflinching and ungiving discipline
your virtues are firm even on road less traveled
cries and shrieks cant melt you
you will take away everything
every possession,every relation , every achievement
every inch of my body which has been closest to me.

pain and misery your pretences
peace and harmony your promises
like a mother you nurtured me
every night in the garb of sleep
waking me up to a new dawn
ridding me of the push and pull of yesterday.

But you have your limitations;
the one who will know
all your secrets and beyond
will be able to escape you .

am i falling in love with you?

bliss personified 

Finally found you

dying for the wait living for the sake

had questions you never answered

imagined distance you never fashioned

construed in reverence stiffened nostalgia

an emptiness caged in ribs for twenty three years

finally tastes the blood of life in eternity

your one glance filled all voids to richness

you were beyond this flesh and blood

an untold truth an unheard revelation

only a humble heart would know

you are finally here

to hear the call of ages

to wipe the tears off miseries

to treat the wounds of destitute

to embrace every bleeding heart

in your eternal love and bliss

a smile that blossom millions petrified

a look with strikes of lightening to dead conscience

a touch that heals and every pain seals

ridding me off the swamps of living

every cell in my body dances

to the rhythm of celebrations

right now right here

tomorrow turns to mystery

this body may be history

but this love that you poured

filling every empty space

will nourish every gloomy night

to a bright new sunshine divine

giving me the spark to light all dead candles

gratitude has become my attitude

smile is my wealth and I will be a millionaire

owning fortune of your love I have no further desires

bowing in your feet for I am born today

when I found the ocean

no more chasing

the lonely drops of water

life turns to crystal clarity

there are no further shades of grey.