gratitude!

moon seemed sprinkled with glitters
shining through drapes of night
breeze so calm and soothing
thought to stay awake
a little more
heaven so vast yet humbled
my gratitude to you
before i forget before i am no more
u never asked for anything in return
wish i can pack my bags
hold my guitar and air in my lungs
walk away to unknown destinations
everyone including me a stranger
a forgotten song on my lips
a forgotten rhythm on strings
in the laps of nature
cozy caresses of day soothing shades of night
like a kite without strings
flying accross the sky to test the extremes
would i still look back?
yes i would for i am indebted
for every bit of love i recieved
from the known and unknown
some dearer some stranger
some conditional some unconditional
love in all its shades
jealousy hatred and anger
here a no mans land my heart
still stuck in nostalgia
i will become a cloud
and cry in drops of rain
easing you from the burning pain
i will be the fire
to save you from chills of life
i will be gone but never lost
writing to be alive through my words
till eternity in memory
of the ones i loved
and all those
who loved me hated me
remembered me forgotten me
will reside in your smiles till infinity
laugh your heart out
whenever you will miss me

:)

lingering sight!!!

How desperately I waited
every tick seemed like ages
to get out of the visions chasing me
felt every beat pounding and pumping
blood in my eyes
tight fist enough to pierce skin
breath like a maddening tempest
all doors closed on my face
no friends no foes no grace
what stopped me
why was I scared?
open sky over my head
pulls of gravity
vanishing at some distance
world moves at his own pace
there are orders
other than natural
and those made by man
why was I silent?
why was I a witness to the brutality?
why was everyone quiet?
why why why?
no ! I am not a coward!
I am not , I never was
I feel the might of a man,
the dash of tigress
in flight of my dreams and hope
but i regret today and moan
why did i let that poor old man die
on streets ........................All alone!!!!