Thursday, June 26, 2008

life in womb of secrecy



Swarming questions knocking at my door
Heavy eyelids and weight on the soul
In search of that heart felt goal
Leading to a content universe deep within
Sometimes close sometimes miles apart.

Life goes round in circles
In search for that distant clue
These dead castles from yore
Alive with tales from the past
wish I can bring them to life
Travel to future to reflect on present.

And be a little crazy for sometime
Forget all rules all conventions
Rewind and forward life at will
And not be a slave of its erratic pace
Break the patterns and designs
Solve some riddles with hindsight
Find cause of the order behind chaos
Tryst between human destiny and choice.

Why sadness and joy take turns
Make us merrier at one time
Miserable at the other
Are we even masters of our own lives
Born with cries die with cries
The whole life we have to try
One goal after another
Looking forward to establish identities
On sands of time
In front of a world itself sublime.

I don’t pity this state
It’s a joke that we take so seriously
Frown and fume to fix up the gloom
Like a ray of hope
At the end of the tunnel
We all need to find our answers
To break free from monotony and irony
To put an end to this blazing war
And know for sure the way out.

To break this mystery wrapped around ‘time’
Drawn to a chase all this while
To stand the ground and be firm
Allow the notion to twist and turn
But come out white in the light
Clear the clouds of mist
surrounding the womb of secrecy
and bring all ordeals to their final end.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

you should not know !



Illumine me by your presence
Show me your core
Like a fig on distant galore
Swooshing and swirling
With trespassing ocean waves
On some lonely shore

Like the tick of clock
My heart skipped a beat
The beasts within are awake
To take the night by their stride

Like a tear drop
Snaking through my lips
Searching for a clue
Like a mistress of night

Caves of gloom and glitch
But the locks are broken
To run to you , grab you
Hold you tight
To never let go of you…

Ask the sky , ask the stars
They waited with me for you
Stroll of endless hours
By dawn shattered flowers
With leftover fragrance

To hear your voice
my whole world was mute
ephemeral like a shooting star
and its left trail
counting by seconds
to feel your presence

and when you come
will try to pretend to thee
Waiting for someone
Not my cup of tea
Dawn should not know
Secrets of night though
So should you never know
How I felt for you…….

Thursday, June 05, 2008

nothingness

stretched to the corners

distant and dark

even a whisper

echos so loud

on sands of time

a message for tomorrow

when we wont be there

no more

whatsoever

none to cherish our stay

none to bid a good bye

a void so vast

none could fill

don't even try

in designs of creation

like a black hole

to engulf our being

in part and whole

vanished without a trace

this body this face

this pride and grace

there wont be any voice

nor any choice

to stay

a little longer

choking nostalgia

and desires

those dreams

some real some shattered

this nothingness

was the truth

will be the truth

invincible as always

immortal for ever

we are unreal

a moment of flicker

like a bubble

waiting to vaporise

to nothingness

emptiness

sooner or later

wake up dear

its now

or NEVER!!!!!

REST assured



winds blew the saffron


from flares of my dress


twisting and curling


to my joy from within


read my mind


understand the rhyme


my song no less than


divine


caress my hair


oh crazy wind


drench me all over again


embrace of rain


my laughter is unchained


unstoppable , uninterrupted


so pure , so novel


taste of freedom , taste of tussle


within my heart and mind


i hear none


i heard my self


beyond these


come share my joy


be with me


on this voyage


no bars , no rules , no age


like a conqueror


after a battle for glory


a solved riddle


deciphered mystery


free for once and all


free in this fall


to rise to eternity


holding your hand


cuddled in your embrace


i am at peace ....


long lost peace


now i wish to sleep .............






















Wednesday, June 04, 2008

enigma




stretched right in front of my eyes

large chunk of barren land

of my dreams, my hopes

everything i lived for till date

shattered in thousand pieces

scattered all around , all over



i stood up gathered

my whole being

still bewildered still tired

where my life is treading

none had a clue

including mine



no where to go

and have no time

no plans for future

my present is sublime

faith stole a shadow

i thought was mine

and brought it to light


hoping would be a crime



so no hopes no dreams no aspirations

i get up to see a day

to chase the dawn

and face the night

time has challenged

my soul and my might

unarmoured and helpless

i am not

i have stood the test of time

now i dont give a dime

to life and its dearies

today my pen wont stop

lifted it up

not to write a poetry

but my own destiny

on my terms

and my lines.................

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